Long time

Has a long time I do not update my blog...
nah.. I dont feel in the mood, there is so many bad stuff happening lately that
I feel with no will to type them here...

Father left forever home now...
This thing with you my sweetheart... >.>
Projects and more projects to do on college...

Etc, life isn't going fine lately :/

Beach

Yaaaaaaaayyyyyy 
Yesterday I went to beach with my mother so we could relax a bit,
cause all of that stuff happened to us....my dad leaving us, stress, etc...

When we got there, it as winding hard and was cold :(
even so, we chose a place to fix our parasol and chairs.
Even being cold, mom exxagerated =-=   she was the only one
with pajamas and a blouse on beach...that was a first in my whole life.
We looked to the ocean, had some walks till the sun started to
appear there.  :D

The water was damn cold, and wasn't on my side, it burnt all
my wounds...it hurt more than if it was with alcohol...

Well, what to do?
Mom's cousins ent too, a few brought their kids, so i asked one to
play soccer in sand ^^   It was nice, we played for hours, we even
had some challengers there, some other people who went to beach
and put their parasol and chairs next to ours, hahahha  2 old guys
agaisn't 2 youngers ...everyone was watching us....
but we managed somehow to lost =-=

After being beaten, they thanked us to let them play since there wasn't
anything, for them, to do. We got some rest and started to eat some
snacks, sodas and other stuff we had there then we started all over
again the soccer game.

Basically what we did all day ^^
Cause that, Im completely sore, for real, I can't get up from my chair,
my legs pains a lot if I force them a single bit, same goes for my back  X_X

Sick

Since yesterday, at noon, im very sick,  weak, with pain in all body, fever and my throath hurts
i think i got a very bad flu, my voice is even weird X_X.

Wish me luck to get better

Afterwards

Well, since dad left us, things here are just problematic, sad and without habit,
uncle is calling us to stay some time on his house to forget all of this cause
that my father's new family lives just 2 streets away from here and everyone here
just talks about what happened to us, i mean neighbors and etc....

I think i will stay there for today, im not sure....

Oh great....

The great news came just now, father is leaving home cause he couldn't bear of what he did last saturday,
he cheated my mother with another woman, went to a motel and etc....
and has 2 months he is going out with her...

I never expected that from him..we really are different....
This family was ruining, but the last crack was made by him...so low..... never expected that

Another day

Today's news:

• My internet was cut by some hours without reason, when i got back from college it got fixed.

• My College's Conclusion Project is 45% done ^^  50% is programming codes and other 50% is documentation of the coding, so we are almost done. =D

• I tried to ammend things with the person I treasure most in this life....we fought....I didn't wanted this, if I could go back in time a month, just a month, I would fix everything.... I hope we....  v.v ....don't wanna think about it, all will be ok again... :'(

• After a week and half i could login again on Nintendo WFC, seriously...why so long?? D:

• Im with head aches from looking at programming codes.

Don't say goodbye

I had to post this her