A dying Sun...

Lately is being so empty,
So different,
One day i were complete?

I try desperately to hold on something,
Hold myself on you,
You, the one who complete me,
The one who can save me...


Why things must be like this?
Why i can't be loved?
Why i need to be this alone?
Why i feel this for you?

I always lived alone,
With anger and sorrow in heart,
Hidden deep inside,
Cause none loved me
Cause none can see a sad Sun
None saw who i really was
or how i felt...

It never bored me...
Cause I always were alone in this space,
Being used to get my warm,
Getting nothing in return,
Was my reality


Now im about to explode,
About to succumb,
There is nothing more beautiful to see
in this universe than
A dying Sun...
It use all it's power
To shine and warm till the end
The ones that are near,
But what is left of it, is just
It's memory...
Of one day, he was there,
Warming you with a big smile