MAD

The day started very good, face bleeding due wounds, mom almost get kidnapped and now a motherfucker, that i swear that i will kill if i discover who is, is making up conversations and lies about me to my girlfriend!!

WTF?!!? Betray?! Badmouth?! Stupid, idiot?! Say such things to her, i didnt ever, in all this time i know her, thought that of her, is all the opposite, she is one of the smartest people i know out there and if i need to talk, i talk directly to her, and not to anyone else, other people just ruins relationships. Talk on her back is something i never did to anyone and i will not start now, especially with my girlfriend.

But listning that she believes in all this bullshit cause the person is thrustworth?!? If this is the thrustworth, the untrustfull must say to her that i do sex with every living being i see walking and that i think she is a whore.

Seriously honey, chose wisely your friendships and who you trust!
And if i discover who is, i dont even care what you say or who is. i will make this person pays for what is doing with me, even if you say is your best friend, brother, sister whatever!
This is not something i can forgive!

Titanic

Things are going smooth as it went for Titanic, im sinking and everyone thinks im fine, unsinkable.

Father left home, im just worsening form my skin, everyday more it goes worse, no money, our fridge broke in midnight and all our food rottened,, so which means, we buy/fix the fridge or buy the food, mom barely eats has weeks and today she just pukes non stop, i think her stomach has a tumor...   :'(

Girlfriend is almost absent lately, don know her reasons, what is doing, where went, im just alone going through those problems without no one to even asks me if im ok, being sincere, just her asks me and cares if im ok, i know she has/had her problems, and is going through some/lots of stuff lately and dont want tell me *or maybe burden me, she thinks* what is going on, but i wish her more present talking with me about everything and listening me too.


Isn't for that a couple?

No one sees im bad and that im sinking in these problems.

Work day

Today i started doing a very very easy final exam of psichology: "How will be technology in 7 years based on what we know now"

Gosh =D  Was freaking easy, i could write 4 pages and more!!

Then got in home and started to work on the blog, oobviously after opening windows, cleaning my room, lunching and washing dishes ;)

Logged on messenger and kept talking to someone special  untill now ^^
Poor you ;~;  head aches *pats and kiss forehead*  will get better, im sure ^^

Damn >_<  i got too focused on the blog thing and then suddenly my neighbor asked to use internet quickly cause he got his internet cut, i didnt paid much attention to my love :(

I will just focus on her tomorrow, will be a day off for her >_<

Layout

Hi folks :)
Im testing a new layout for my blog, it looks so much better now. I loved <3
Tell me what you think about it on the comments.

Stupid Me!

SHIT!!! SHIT SHIT!!!

I cant believe she got online when i was in the other room watching a series Dx
I shouldnt have watched it!!! It made me a precious time with my honey!
I thought she wasnt going to be online because the time! Stupid me!! Damn! I need stay more!

I hope she do not thinks im mad with her, im not and hopes more she didnt got mad :'(

Thoughts

My skin is horrible, very, yesterday i didnt slept cause that (see last post) and scracthed myself a lot :(
And today the wheater didnt helped a single bit, was extremely hot till 2pm, now is raining and winding, result?  I get even worse :(

Things betwen me and my honey still not that ok :/
I dont want to comment much about it, i just know is not ok yet.

I pray for her everyday now, but in the deep i know that pray will not solve anything, but what else i can do? I will do anything i can, if is pray, i will.
You will get over this honey :) Im sure, with my help or not.

Personal Talk

Which kind of boyfriend am i?
Which kind of relationship is this?

Things are just complicated and more complicated between us, i feel that everyday we are more apart,
and im such dumbass...always saying or doing something to hurt her.... she doesnt need that, she has
enough problems so i cant turn into one more...but seems im :'(

She trusts me less and less, tells me almost nothing about what she did, feelings or whatever is happening.
I trust her all...all she asks i tell and do and even more sometimes, is not enough?

Why she is so complicated?
Why im such jerk?

Those aswears lies within each one of us, i dont want hurt her more, i love her very much, but seems
im blind by this love and im hurting her :'(  Im starting to hate love, im completely over her, desperate to
have her in my arms, feeling hurt, a complete idiot, guilty for all said and did wrong, happy for having her
as my girfriend, blind for her to the point to not even cumpliment other womans and have dreams of us together... In short, i feel love, hate, sadness, happyness all same time and im dying cause of it...

No matter the bad points in this relationship, and down moments, all i want is her and her love... i cant live without it, cant live without her, hope i didnt ruined things this time :'(
All i do is cry cause of what happened, waited all day like a dog for her and the day ended with her mad, sad and "god knows more what" with me and the things that happened to her.

Reflexion

Im so worried with her, so worried of losing her, worried of the things that happened lately...
Worried with many things. but mostly in how is going my relationship with her

Yet i hear clearly the words coming from her, as coming from me "i love you"... i can hear a faint sound coming from the back saying "you hurt her" "you are bad to me" "why you do that?" "why dont you undertsand?" "dont leave me" "dont hurt me" ...

Gosh...is so hard to feel in love, so painful, but she, she is worth of any pain, any sacrifice...
I dont give up on her, i hope she never gives up on me..i hope.... she didnt gave up already...

I have so much plans for us, i wanna spend my time and feelings with her, being faithful and trustful, im already all of that, im sure of that, i see that but is my truth the real thing, am i showing that? Is she seeing that?
How can i proper show to her?  Am i a bother? my friends are?

I do hope things get better son, i do hope she gets better son, she cant hide from me that she is depressed, but hides very well of what and why she is depressed...

The worst of all is knowing that im sure, im guilty of part of her sorrow... this kills me... the one i should protect, im hurting... i wanna see a light on this darkness to light up her path, so she can see how good and
beauty is the things ahead of her, i dont mind being in darkness, or even alone, gosh, im alone since i born.
She is the first real company i have, must be cause that i hurt her... i still dont know how to deal correctly with people, specially the one i love. I wanna learn how to deal, how to care, i wanna be better and better, she cant leave me... i dont want to, she doesnt want to... but things just seems to go toward this path...

"Your smile is so resplendent

That made my heart happy

Hold my hand for we get out from this terrible darkness

Since the day i meet you,

I remember of that beautiful place

Which in my infant was special to me

I wanna know, if with me you should dance

If you give me the hand i will take you

Through a path full of darkness and light

Maybe you can not notice

But my heart is all over you

Because it needs, someone to show it

the love you can give it

My happy heart beats

By a universe of hope

Hold my hand, the magic await us

I will love you for all my life

Come with me by this way

Hold my hand for we get out from this terrible darkness"

No matter how i look things, this explains all that i want now, that i feel, what i see when i think on you...

Take my hand... lets get out of this deep darkness honey

Finally back

I finally have my intermet back :D
Got a new hair cut
Lita's gift finally came after 10 days ^^

But the best of all is being able to talk to my honey normally again ^w^
Yeeeiiii


Today she seems a bit off :/  .. i mean.. i feel something is wrong...

Log 3

damn... i couldn't talk to her on college, and connect without credits didnt worked too :(
I wonder if she got mad cause that.... i wonder so much things lately now...
like, will she one day get back with me?
Is she better from her pains?
did ate?
will my parents fix their issues?
mom will accept dad back again?

I expect have my lovely Christina back, i miss her a lot, i will never have any other woman,
i just need her, i will never have any other woman. I will be forever her bf, or at least...
forever the person who loves her to death.

Log 2

Yesterday i could login on my phone without credits :)  i could talk to her, yeeey ^^ made me so happy talk to her, she seems better from the fever, im very glad, but we just spoke a bit... >.> and i think i will not be able to connect without credits again today, i already tried and didnt worked :/

I want to talk more to my beloved Nini :(

=(

I could login a bit on college but didn't saw her anywhere to even say a hi...

Since im without internet..i will be able just to try again tomorrow =(

Log

I don't know anymore what goes on her mind,
but seems she is trying in anyway to find some
kind of "clue" that proves her theory, that i dislike her,
that i don't care and don't love her, use anything i did, said or wrote
against me. Well, she can try to look for that, will not ever find,
i do love and treasure her a lot, even being separated from her and having
her angry look towards me, im just thinking about her, hoping she is fine and healthy,
her health is not good :(

I know i have my failures and defects, and i didnt meet her expectations that she had on
me about some things, but.. :(  is this necessary? doubt me...
Is true i said once, "im kind happy that we are separated" but i said it
cause i saw how much suffering i was causing to her and thought she wasnt
suffering anymore without me, but im not sure about this too anymore, besides
when we are emmotionally affected we say things that is not what we mean for true.
Im not ok being away from her, not a bit, im very empty.

Saying that doesnt need me for anything hurted, very much, more than anything
i ever heard from anyone. That thing "i was not ever going to forget even being happy
cause my heart was broken", it wasnt true, i forgot and got healed by staying with her.
Hope this happens again..if...we get..back... :(

I do hope so, i dont want have her as a enemy, have her as a person who hates me,
no >_< i dont even want to think about having her so mad at the point to hate me.
I do hope one day she sees that i trully love her and want her back,
and that she gets healthy again, im making her stressfull and this is
leading to a lot of her actual health problems cause this separation and
tries to find proffs that i dislike her which doesn't exist...

Im not healthy too, i mean..im never ok but i just get worse and worse everyday.
But she must come first in this cause im a hopeless situation when is about health ^^
I spent my last cell phone credit yesterday talking to her, with my internet cut all,
i know things are not a bit ok for my side cause that, i know she is mad, even
saying doesn't care, she does, she still cares to check my blog entries, even so
i know things are bad cause im off for a indetermined time.

Things didnt went as i planned, just wanted to cheer up a bit her...
I know im the last person to say that, but im not sure if there is someone helping her :(
Things went bad..she got angry :(

I want the things fixed between us, like the way they were when we started to date :(
My honey... i miss you sincerely

Bye

Lost her...
there is no need to continue this...
I will end all soon...
I wish that she doesnt forget me or the good momments we had.

Bye my heart, bye my love,

Bye my nini

Night

Goodnigth

"I love you, I love

Morning, noon and night

I love you, I love you

You make my world so bright"

Angel

Angels were not mean to be with us, poor humans...

Im glad i had meet and held a angel with me...

I just wish she didnt had go...

I will never feel warm ever again...

Só mais um dia...

Como odeio estar livre...  porque livre... na minha vida... é livre  de pessoas....amigos... sinceridade...ajuda...amor....

Mais um dia cujo o qual eu não terei que abrir a boca para falar
Mais um dia cujo não sorrirei, não ficarei feliz...
só mais um dia....


"Não preciso de você para mais nada"

Isso...vai me matar dentro de poucas horas.....
Não ouço mais nada além disso na cabeça....

Last page

There is nothing left...
There is no will...
No plans....
No smiles...
No friends...
No help...
No you...

Im seeing the emptyness again, the one I fought so hard to run away...
I got back here, this is my place I think...

"Relay on no one
Befriend no one
Love no one

Do as I say, I brought you here cause i wanted.
You are my soulless puppet and I shall play with you!"

Those were the words I used to hear on my head....
And they will echoe again...

Bye colors... bye my light...

My chapter ended here, there is no continuation, this is a last page with no ending

....

Por favor.... não vai...  por favor....por favor..

Cries

everyone is leaving me..... father...friends.... now the only person i needs.... trew me away......

i.. dont know what will be of me from now on......   

No heart....no love.....no soul...... harshness...selfish.....just flash and bones.... The old Diego is back....

.....

não acredito que ela me jogou fora......... é a mesma coisa de novo..... porque!!!!!!!!!
Eu sou uma merda mesmo........     PORQUE!!!!???

PORQUE ELA TEM QUE ME MATAR DESSE JEITO.......

Raiva

Eu presto para que?
Por que me importo?

Você não se importa, posso fazer o que se eu estou extremamente mal justo neste dia?
Amo você demais, mais não é reciproco no final das contas....

Te espero igual um cãozinho, quando você chega fico todo alegre, e você simplesmente
me da pauladas...

Sim, esqueci o dia, mas eu estou indo de mal a pior aqui e nem te digo nada para não
te encher com os meus problemas, não te preocupar, queria e quero sua compania,
mas você quer a minha?

Happy

Seriously..i can't describe how happy im now :')

Long time

Has a long time I do not update my blog...
nah.. I dont feel in the mood, there is so many bad stuff happening lately that
I feel with no will to type them here...

Father left forever home now...
This thing with you my sweetheart... >.>
Projects and more projects to do on college...

Etc, life isn't going fine lately :/

Beach

Yaaaaaaaayyyyyy 
Yesterday I went to beach with my mother so we could relax a bit,
cause all of that stuff happened to us....my dad leaving us, stress, etc...

When we got there, it as winding hard and was cold :(
even so, we chose a place to fix our parasol and chairs.
Even being cold, mom exxagerated =-=   she was the only one
with pajamas and a blouse on beach...that was a first in my whole life.
We looked to the ocean, had some walks till the sun started to
appear there.  :D

The water was damn cold, and wasn't on my side, it burnt all
my wounds...it hurt more than if it was with alcohol...

Well, what to do?
Mom's cousins ent too, a few brought their kids, so i asked one to
play soccer in sand ^^   It was nice, we played for hours, we even
had some challengers there, some other people who went to beach
and put their parasol and chairs next to ours, hahahha  2 old guys
agaisn't 2 youngers ...everyone was watching us....
but we managed somehow to lost =-=

After being beaten, they thanked us to let them play since there wasn't
anything, for them, to do. We got some rest and started to eat some
snacks, sodas and other stuff we had there then we started all over
again the soccer game.

Basically what we did all day ^^
Cause that, Im completely sore, for real, I can't get up from my chair,
my legs pains a lot if I force them a single bit, same goes for my back  X_X

Sick

Since yesterday, at noon, im very sick,  weak, with pain in all body, fever and my throath hurts
i think i got a very bad flu, my voice is even weird X_X.

Wish me luck to get better

Afterwards

Well, since dad left us, things here are just problematic, sad and without habit,
uncle is calling us to stay some time on his house to forget all of this cause
that my father's new family lives just 2 streets away from here and everyone here
just talks about what happened to us, i mean neighbors and etc....

I think i will stay there for today, im not sure....

Oh great....

The great news came just now, father is leaving home cause he couldn't bear of what he did last saturday,
he cheated my mother with another woman, went to a motel and etc....
and has 2 months he is going out with her...

I never expected that from him..we really are different....
This family was ruining, but the last crack was made by him...so low..... never expected that

Another day

Today's news:

• My internet was cut by some hours without reason, when i got back from college it got fixed.

• My College's Conclusion Project is 45% done ^^  50% is programming codes and other 50% is documentation of the coding, so we are almost done. =D

• I tried to ammend things with the person I treasure most in this life....we fought....I didn't wanted this, if I could go back in time a month, just a month, I would fix everything.... I hope we....  v.v ....don't wanna think about it, all will be ok again... :'(

• After a week and half i could login again on Nintendo WFC, seriously...why so long?? D:

• Im with head aches from looking at programming codes.

Don't say goodbye

I had to post this her

Mental talk

What? What is the problem? Whats wrong?
I can't study anymore, I can't go anywhere, I can't even talk to everyone
I know, I can't have work to do and yet im the wrong one?
What's her problem? I love her so much, but i cant be 100% of my time
talking to her, I wish I could, but I can't, we live far away, which implies I
can't give calls to her house or cell phone to give news, can't knock on her
door to visit and say that Im there, all I can is send some mails, write this blog
or talk on messenger, and all of those last 3 needs to be using a computer, which Im not
all day in front of it...
Why she can't be more comprehensive? She does lots of things I dont like any bit,
like intentionally lie and hide things from me, get hit by the guys like once in week, 
Im glad this didn't happened lately, that drifting thing, i think is cool and nice, etc, but
who doesn't know someone who died doing drifting? any other type of racing is not
like this, i really worry with this crazy emotionally affected woman, she is the love of my life
but i seem not to be even cared as a friend...


btw, i know you will be reading this, as you do to me, i ask to you, dont comment or talk about
this posts anymore

Bad day

Didn't waked ok, my skin is very painful today, especially on my face,
shirt and bermuda hurts too whenever they touch my body T^T
I feel not confortable, wanna hide, go to somewhere, where my ugly
and scarefull existance doesn't scary other people, somewhere i
can't feel anymore pain...

After showdown

Hey, im back in home, the presentation was a breeze :)
The other people presentations was nice and funny xD ahhahahah
Sell glitter :P
Camel shoes
Memory injections
etc

We had a video class too, we saw parts of a movie and had to talk about it

And the best of all:  ABSOLUTELY NO HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

Showdown

In a few minutes i will go to my english course and will be the time to show my presentation
wish me luck ^^b

ahhh btw, some friends asked me why my posts are in a wrong time ..
i never noticed o.O
i checked and dicovered that there is a timezone option, which was -8hours :O  im just in -3Hours
now time should be fixed ^^, hope my other posts fixes the time v.v

Homeworks

Homeworks, homeworks and more homeworks.... DAMN!
The english course is annoying me with so many homeworks,
I finished now the slides for the presentation, what I will talk
in the presentation...neighter God knows...but i can handle
that with the precious teaching that my Senac's teacher teached me:
"Talk what you know, give details about it, talk polish but talk as you
were explaining to your friend" with this I can pass it with no problem
but still there is the 2 pages of exercises to do to finish and i have no idea
of what to do in them...  The exercises aren't that much self-explanatory...
I may be busy all day today...


Ahhh btw, if you had never listened to any of those musics, no matter from where
you are, you had no childhood!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W_rlwKoXpCo

Necessary

Well, i have nothing much to share today, i just felt in mood to post anything
but my day wasnt that boring, i had to do some stuff: saturday english classes....
My gosh...how could teacher made us sing ramdom musics O/////////O she surprised us
with Mariah Carey... Village People...Lady Gaga...WTF 
I said to her next time i chose the musics!!!!

She gave us too lots of stuff as homework:  4 Pages of lesson in the book, more 3 in the
notes and a oral presentation about some "imaginary product" 5 minutes non stop at least....


Started to do a deep cold wheater and rain after the end of class... I called
my mother to take me there by car, and guess what? -.-
We found in the way my mom's computer teacher going to her english class too,
im glad we study in different time  and schools :P, and she dared to ask the girl to come
our house aftrer her class DX  Mom is trying to get me to date that girl!!!
Go to hell, i already have my  GF, i dont need some random unknow weird girl >O<

Thoughts

No good classes at all
No good computer to use
PC viruses like stars on the sky
Pains and ominous feelings
Lies, sorrow and hate
Pressure
Lonely
Sad
Worried

Ominous feeling...

Damn...what is this?  Something very wrong and bad is about to happen,
I dont have this feeling for years....why it came back?
Why those things started to happen again?
Am I starting to have back my "skills"?
What is this mark on my left arm? There is something inside? Why it pains so much? It wasn't there till 1:36am
Why i dont remember getting my sleep....just remember being awake, seeing the clock
was 1:36am, having a thought then suddenly all went black and lightned again,
I was awake looking to the ceiling, don't remembering even when I awake and the clock was showing
5am exactly?

Damn...what's wrong, am I paranoic now?

I need do something, i need help......but myself or someone else?
Why i keep writing why?

I need relax...i need calm down....i must be my best for her, but.....something is happening, must be, but I dont believe is happening....At same time im looking fine, im not feeling fine.

I hope she doesn't talk about this, doesn't read too...
what is happening to me? 

Paranoic feelings
Ominous feelings

Some news

Hi folks, is time for some other news ^_^
I started to take english classes on saturday at 11am till 2pm in the school "Skill"
It was funy and cool, the people there just talks in english for anything *3* is like i went
to some other country hihihihi

I finally finished the most awaited game ever Duke Nukem Forever,
"-Was the game any good?
 - Yes, after 12 fucking years, it should be!"
One of the lines inside  the game and i agree, it was so good that im about to start all over again :P

Im worried with my girlfriend, she is going through some bad things...and she wont tell me what is happening v.v  ..well is my fault...i made her lose the trust in me...im very glad that at least she accepted me back and still loves me...i love her so much ...im thankful to her for everything she did everyday...im worried with you honey... *teary puppy eyes*

Dad is annoying me, like always: "Get a job! *^*"   he says like im not even trying to look for something.....i send curriculums....check online websites...and some "job houses" near college...

3rd week of classes on college and i literally did nothing, and is not cause i want to do nothing there, the teachers (some) doesnt give us anything to do and other just have no condition to give us anything cause the computer labs are full of broken/non-working or pre-historic computers....some computers has less than 256mb of Ram....nowdays is hard to find to sell less than 1GB
I just get some theories, but this is not enough to learn since Information Techonology (I.T.)/System and Data Analysing  needs to have working and good computers to study >.>
i will finish college in 4 months and im worried i may be not had enough study or qualification....

OMG @_@  Google bought Motorola.... Google made Google+ to beat, and is almost ready to beat, Facebook.... They are taking over the world :O !!!  december 21 2012 is near!!!!!

Cold day

Today is such a cold day ....
I hate cold days, no good cames from it for me
Im trembling now >.<
Got a bit late from college today, i was checking for some english school,
I need have some advanced classes and get a diplome,
now my free time will be shorter, i hope i can take those classes right after college
so I can still talk to my beloved friends

Btw, Jessica (again) dont want talk to me, =-= she will never grow or
will just get better in the day i get a clone and she owns that clone...
Seriously, I cant have a good talk anymore, so ok, be it, let's not talk,
I hate moody people, "im so hyper today ^^"  30 minutes later "dont ever talk to me"

=-=

 

A dying Sun...

Lately is being so empty,
So different,
One day i were complete?

I try desperately to hold on something,
Hold myself on you,
You, the one who complete me,
The one who can save me...


Why things must be like this?
Why i can't be loved?
Why i need to be this alone?
Why i feel this for you?

I always lived alone,
With anger and sorrow in heart,
Hidden deep inside,
Cause none loved me
Cause none can see a sad Sun
None saw who i really was
or how i felt...

It never bored me...
Cause I always were alone in this space,
Being used to get my warm,
Getting nothing in return,
Was my reality


Now im about to explode,
About to succumb,
There is nothing more beautiful to see
in this universe than
A dying Sun...
It use all it's power
To shine and warm till the end
The ones that are near,
But what is left of it, is just
It's memory...
Of one day, he was there,
Warming you with a big smile

Another new day... another (long) story

Humm..i have stuff to talk about it today, but first of all... why the hell i put tree/four dots after lots of my sentences =-= ...  neighter i know...turned into a mania...

So, Lets start with the beggining, very beggining, 5:45am, i waked with dad doing noises to get ready to work, damn, was too cold at that time, maybe around 6ºC, im glad i was with 3 blankets whole night; by the way, i didnt liked to have to get up, it was so warm... just by putting my feet on ground i froze, and outside house wasn't that warm too...

Ok, bus was full, crowded, college is far away in town, i get there as a orang after being used to do a juic...and i get the good news that i will not have class again as i did since beggining of week, i must go cause they say the next day will have class, and today i cant just go back home, i must stay 3 hours there cause i have to go to my oftalmologist, which is very near college, but closed at that time.
-What to do???
-Ahhhh i know :) Fool around with Luis ^^b

Im glad luis is very similar to me, get early on college and goes there whenever happens and is a nice guy, love you my buddy ^^b my best friend in years

So, we went out to see some random stuff, but damn..lots of places were closed, they were just going to open in 40 minutes .... was 8:20...

We went in direction of the commrcial street, my beloved Oliveira Lima avenue *3*, anything i want is there, especially gadgets and eletronic junk, which is what Luis loves too heheheh, we checked all of the stores, lots were closed, some were open, and in the ones were open, we did stuff like: check prices, buy a new tv controller to Luis, watch a bit of a 3D movie with 3D glasses inside the store's 35" 3D TV  heheheh :P    who could know that the lady would give me the glasses and start the movie after i said: "hey, my buddy and i can see how is a 3D movie in this 3D TV?"

Lol, was funny ^^  how much thinnier the Tvs can get?? They were at size of my finger in espessure o.O ...after a few minutes, we went to the other side of street to check a new Fashion store, it is pretty inside, i was very tired of walking o i went to the lounge of it to rest, some weird functionary looked at me as i were going to  steal something just cause i was with a bag on my back *^*  ... i left that filthy place in direction of the bus stop, said to Luis that i was going straight to the doc and he stayed there to take the bus
-Bye Luis, see you monday *waves*

Did my way to the doctor, it was on the time i should get my examination 11am...but just got attended at 11:45am *^* ...meanie, at least i had my Nintendo DS on my pocket to pass the time
Doctor said my eye is fine and started to take off my surgery dots again... that thing hurt ... he uses needdles to remove them...i still seeing blurry form the anhestesic he put on my eye to remove them...

Went home after that, mom didn't worked today, so pretty much was done here in home...im glad ^^"
Just changed clothes and had my lunch, washed the dishes then went to my room and turned on computer to check for messages, pms, posts,etc..mostly from someone in special, i dind't saw anything, i turned off it then went on a Language school here neear home to chck if they have space for more one ^^" me :P  i ned a diplome saying i know english..nowdays..this paper means more than you showing you know english personally...even if had learned by yourself...  no deal, no class was made....i need check somewhere else =-=

I went back in home and started to play some games on computer, nothing much to do, i stopped to play to take a shower and use my creams and ointments on skin, it isn't as good as it should be :/
I turned on computer again then i checked messenger and she was online =) then i said a "hii" and she replied ^^  im really happy that she started to talk to me again, it really meants so much, even if we are dont really talking for now, at least i know i can get in touch with her and she will reply me :)

Thats it for now, and one more thing reader: my keyboard is going through some issues, i press the key and it is not registering it, so, if you see any weird word as it were missing a word, dont blame me, i wrote it rightly, but it wasnt registered and i didn't noticed it as you saw it

Long time

Hey, long time i dont post something... is obvious, i forgot the address... oh well, i found it and send a
mail to myself with the address so i dont forget it anymore.
News..umm i have plenty of news, but im not in mood to write all of them, a lite summary will be fine:

-Had a surgery on my left eye, im fine now, so no worries
-Im dating... who you mean?  Nah, i dont tell you ^o^  but the person knows
-Im in the last months of college, so this means some things:
--Im old ;o;
--Im have enough experience in I.T.
--People can be mean
--The weirdest people that you will ever meet is on college ;P   and your best friends for life too :)
-Ok, we are in Cyber war, that soon will turn into real war, im sure >.>

For now, i thiink this is good enough of news ^-^

Bye